Even though you may be all prayed up, marinated in meditation, and have attended your own lectures, sometimes none of it seems to be "working."
But deep down you know the Truth: Everything is in Divine Order.
Yet we all straddle that parallel line with our Divine Humanity which sometimes includes grief and loss. The ever-increasing snowball of movement over the past month has culminated in the reality of it all setting in.
Crawling under the covers with a pillow over my head, wishing I could just stay here indefinitely, is the only thing I can do right now.
Mommy's under them with me in Spirit, telling me I'll be fine.